Used to This

I hate giving people the power
It takes me so long to even have
I tried so hard to forget it
It seems like it's always in my mind

And I'm getting used to this
Know that I shouldn't
Told myself so many times
That I wouldn't
Oh no, do I enjoy getting hurt?

I tried so hard to get better
At loving myself
But it feels hard, when it feels
Like there's always someone else

And I'm getting used to this
Know that I shouldn't
Told myself so many times
That I wouldn't
Oh no, I think I'm falling in love

I once told you
Nothing mattered
When I was with you

Love's a battle,
We fought hard but
Sometimes people loose

Now that I've grown and
I know how to let someone go
Or so I say
Wish someone told me
Not to let somebody this close
Learned from the pain

And I'm getting used to this
Know that I shouldn't
Told myself so many times
That I wouldn't
Oh no, I think you're making it worse
And you've made my scars hurt.



Credits
Writer(s): Maria Valentina Villaseñor
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