WHATGIRLWOULDLOVEME

I am a basic white boy with long hair
That is dirty brown
I sleep with my cat
On a bed
With a book in my hand
Thinking about the life I never had

Isn't it lovely?
When the sky falls down
When the bones go out
When the sun doesn't shine
When I raise the flag
When I say goodbye

I don't love you anymore
I don't want you anymore
I just want you one more time
To try to fix some things
To try to save your sins
To save our souls for heaven once again

I didn't want you to see my dark side
I was never supposed to feel the sunshine
To feel loved
I am a monster in the cage
Trapped inside the snake
Will I see you again?

"What does your heart tell you?"
Is that what you said?
I don't know what it said
It's been broken for years
Look inside of my head
Everything there is dead
My family tree
Everyone is grey
I lost everything I had
I lost everyone to death

Mindfucked from birth
Everything I deserve
Orders that I served

A Knight never dies
And a knight never falls
Things behind the back
Just boosts me in front