Heal

Yea yea
I don't know how I'm going to feel
But regardless you know I gotta keep it real
Let me make this clear before we put in all these years

I don't know how to feel
But one thing I know I gotta keep it real
Real with myself I ain't got nothing to fear
Constant lying to myself knowing that I gotta heal
Heal
But I know I gotta heal
Before I jump in with somebody else
I'll hate myself forever if I go and hurt somebody else
Through all by my toxic ways endangering somebody health
And I don't want that on my conscience knowing that ain't really fair

Ay, It's hard to move on
knowing I gotta move on
Gotta Heal myself first
before I Keep going out doing wrong
Never said that I was perfect
never wanted to be that person
Who Break you down play with your heart and end up Leaving you hurting
I got a heart for real and trust me I know it feel
When you investing all of your time and can't get back them years
When you was out holding shit down and All you got was tears
And I was out there playing around I ain't keep it real
I admit I fucked up
I'm out here having bad luck
What goes around comes back around I swear karma keep
adding up
Never saw a man love my mama
Still I'm mad as fuck
I Hold myself accountable I just gotta man up

I don't know how to feel
But one thing I know I gotta keep it real
Real with myself I ain't got nothing to fear
Constant lying to myself knowing that I gotta heal
Heal
But I know I gotta heal
Before I jump in with somebody else
I'll hate myself forever if I go and hurt somebody else
Through all by my toxic ways endangering somebody health
And I don't want that on my conscience knowing that ain't really fair

I even went to therapy to get my mind right
I been Losing myself daily
I been hurting all my life
So much shit a nigga Battling
I can't seem to do right
Trying to overcome these challenges I been facing in my life
Daddy where you at daddy wasn't there
I learned from the streets supposed to Learn from you
Fucking over good woman these days they rare
I had to learn all by my lonely what I was supposed to do
How I'm supposed to move on with my life when I'm not over you
I be trying to right all of my wrongs that's all I wanna Do
Ever since we parted ways been in Feelings
One thing I know for sure
I need some Healing

I don't know how to feel
But one thing I know I gotta keep it real
Real with myself I ain't got nothing to fear
Constant lying to myself knowing that I gotta heal
Heal
But I know I gotta heal
Before I jump in with somebody else
I'll hate myself forever if I go and hurt somebody else
Through all by my toxic ways endangering somebody health
And I don't want that on my conscience knowing that ain't really fair



Credits
Writer(s): Jarrod Mapp
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