skeletons

I got, Skeletons
They been keeping me company
I associate with my demons, they comfort me
My peers I appreciate, those who come for me
Skeletons on each side, I'm who they accompany

I been reflecting, bout bridges I burned
Tables that turned
Money I earned, and spent, making sure it returns
I'm never gon' learn
Saving money is challenging
With necessities balancing
It start to get saddening
Then I check what my balance is
Money I'm spending, know I should save it now
Used to think that we homies, but lately I been gauging how
You only talking to me, cause of what I could be, I'm gon' make it out
Glad that we all agree, but before that could be - let me break it down
I'm not who you think

I'm not who you think, for the most part
I'm not one for the lead, In the past I been off to a slow start
That's why they be tripping, some like post card
The picture I compose, feeling like Mozart
Been upping my writing
Lowkey it's exciting
All the verses reciting
But I been in the Stu, you won't see a sighting
Still they wanting my stamp of approval, like envelope, but I ain't inviting
No one invites me
But I don't take it personal, doubt they dislike me

So you or you, don't hit my phone
Cause if you do, you'll get the tone
Ring, ring
I'm sure that sting, stings
Most of you would be holding me back, in a sling sling
But my life a movie, I like to keep my cast short
I'm tryna fly, while they all want a picture - some like a passport
You all look the same, polo shirt with some plaid shorts
I'm not shaking your hand, call me a bad sport
I got skeletons