Doubtful Thoughts

I will never be the man you want me to be.
I'm sick and twisted from the inside in ways you can't see.
I wish i could fulfill your hopes and dreams.
But I know deep within me that I'm lying every time I blink

And I think you should know,
I'm gonna hurt you.
And I think I should warn you
'bout the hell I'm going through.
But deep down I know
I'm just gonna drove you away

As I breathe the same air as you do.
Something slips from my mouth
And they say words hurt more than a sword or gun
And you just heard
What i slipped through my tongue.
But I hope you have realised
How unconditional love kills

A new day has come
On its course and you ask me,
The same questions as before
I answer fallsly,
Cause I can't take no more.
Oh what would a day be like without a little mourn?

Nothing will ever change between you and me
I can see this pattern in repeat
I sigh and you will weep,
Happiness can change to a misery in a heartbeat.
And i know I have to be the one to stop this

And I will never be man enough to say this.
Your trust in me was placed fallsly
And I will never be man enough to know this
We're suffocating slowly.
And I think you should know this, I'm only inches away from colapsing.
And if I go down I'm taking you with me



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Writer(s): Joni Siik
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