Losing Everything

Call me simba I'm a fucking lion I don't like bias
Jack the rippa with the science
Zodiac killa with violence
Ain't the righteous I'm flyest I'm the titan
In attack better step the fuck back or get taxed to the max where I'm taking it
Ain't no faking it cooking in the kitchen and I'm lacing it
Crazy on the beat with maintenance maintaining it
Yeah I'm staining it no braining it
I was fighting with my shadow since a padawan
Walked this path I followed turn me into a vagabond
Smoking presidential in the residence
In the present tense yeah I'm the revenant
But that's irrelevant
Rather be a ghost like a legend is
But my legend is I'll live a dirty life counting benjamin's
Mama raised a gentleman eat the pussy then I'm in with the melanin ring her bell again
You feel me then get to stepping then
Catch me stepping on the competition on the opposition
You'd do the same if you were in my position

Loosing all attraction from the vision I done seen
Had to shift my focus cause I'm losing everything
I know I got a bigger purpose so I gotta say it's worth it
Had to give it all up but at this point I'm feeling cursed
Loosing all attraction from the vision I done seen
Had to shift my focus cause I'm losing everything
I know I got a bigger purpose so I gotta say it's worth it
Had to give it all up but at this point I'm feeling cursed
Just to keep on eating I done sold my shit
It's a means to an ends I never wrote bout this
Used to write about blood on a crucifix
Now I talk about drugs and how I feel about this
These days there's more fakes than the counterfeit
Reminiscing bout days I used call this chick
Realest one by my side when I got caught with sticks
Now I'm here by myself when I weigh my bricks
Cant trust a soul that's the coldest shit
If we talking bout power yea I'm the biggest fiend
I got my pride and I won't lie I want the most when I succeed
Looking for that quest success
Like a veteran that's damaged
Why do we go through this shit I ain't working to be an average
Motherfucker keep it slanging but I ain't smoking on my cabbage
That's parts of the commandments
Lord forgive me for my sins
I know you want me to be happy but that's the cost of giving in
Every single night I can't sleep
Always fucking thinking about the bands I gotta keep
Probably a couple gs by the week
Hunting for the diamonds that's that shit that got me weak
Every single night I can't sleep
Always fucking thinking about the bands I gotta keep
Probably a couple gs by the week
Hunting for the diamonds that's that shit that got me weak