The Death of Somebody Like Me

I often find myself thinking
What would happen if I died?
How much would everyone care?
Who's really been my side?
When I'm older, I think I'll start drinking
Drinking to combat my mind
It's outlandish and useless and folks are not nice
To those who don't float in the time

(You know, you're such a smart girl
I can't believe you would say something so stupid
You're just really stupid sometimes)

I have no idea what I intend to do
Don't know who I'm trying to please
With integrity stolen and a crooked view
The death of somebody like me
I have no idea what I intend to do
Don't know who I'm trying to please
With integrity stolen and a crooked view
The death of somebody like me

What if someone beat me to the ground?
Would that have satisfied you?
Would my so called friends even crack a frown?
Would I end up on the news?
I hope the rest of my life comes around
As quick as can possibly be
I hope you laugh at me six feet underground
I hope you find it funny

Consequence in head
Hanging by a thread
What if I was dead
Tears-a-barely shed
Consequence in head
Hanging by a thread
What if I was dead
Tears-a-barely shed

I have no idea what I intend to do (I say, consequence in head)
Don't know who I'm trying to please (Hanging by a thread)
With integrity stolen and a crooked view (What if I was dead)
Control doesn't come with ease (Oh,)
And what if I disappeared for all of you (Consequence in head)
And left a note as vague as can be? (Hanging by a thread)
Saying I only did it to see how you'd view (What if I was dead?)
The death of a friend so carefree (Tears-a-barely shed)

The death of somebody like me
The death of somebody like me

I think their main problem was just, like
The actions I take towards myself are, like, so insensitive
That's why I act insensitively outward