Lavender

Really really tryna switch my shit now
So I could change my shtick
Shift
Into another lane
What I'm sayin is my driiiive insane
I-
Don't even got my license
I'm ashamed
Damn...
Monkey mind in this urban monk
To calm it down, get some tree stinker than fuckin' skunk
And no that ain't the only way, but lately, I'm accustomed
To being in the clouds so y'all can't get in touch

Trekkin' through this island idly
Got some places I could be
But who's to say if you don't feel the land beneath, then you should leap?
Every step got some weight, a nigga feelin Rock Lee
You could see that in my walk I'm saying I can't see defeat

Found some answers ion need
But made all the ones I did
C-cause I'm tryna find my niche
But ain't no space for the kid

So I just make it
So I just make it

Lavender thoughts
Lavender shields
Lavender seems like a place I can heal
But what Am I
feelin
What am I feelin

Lavender clouds
Lavender fields
Try to find words, then fall off the hill
So, so How am I
Dealin'
How am I dealin'
lin'

How am I dealin'
How am I...

Another thing,
I ain't really been for that other shit
Recently decided I could use a therapist
Or I might risk,
Forsaken all my future bliss
For little quips, with my ego
It's astonishing
How much we try
How well we lie
As if somehow this shit gon change if we don't stop to rectify
Synapses snappin' in our brains that feed us all these little lies
Scorpio my rising sign
Stealthy how a Nigga fly
Invisible throughout the sky

Blind
To the lives, I lived before this life
Time
Was I the same and did I do more than
Cry

Who's to know
Who's to know
Who's to know

Lavender thoughts
Lavender shields
Lavender seems like a place I can heal
But what am I feelin'
What am I feelin'

Lavender clouds
Lavender fields
Try to find words, then fall off the hill
So, so How am I
Dealin'
How am I dealin'
lin'

How am I dealin'
How am I...



Credits
Writer(s): Rogelio Ward
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