Gold Standard

It's just gone five and the suns coming up
I'm runnin down my street cus I'm high
I don't know what the rush is
Cus when I get home I'm not sleeping
My wallet and my fists don't feel the pain yet
Steam rising from the street
And last night is bearing down on me
Last night is bearing down on

I know you told me cool it
But it's in my blood and I'm coming up
It's not like me to abuse it
But it's got to my brain and I'm fucking up
And every time I get like this
You tell me it's over and you've had enough
I don't be this way when I'm pissed

You don't know me like you think you do
You've got no idea what I'm going through

Broke again for a fortnight
Centerlink pissed against a wall
Made enemies with all my friends
I guess that I'm as bad as them
This doesn't feel like love it feels like a head lock
My gold standard it's the best that i have got

I know you told me cool it
But it's in my blood and I'm coming up
It's not like me to abuse it
But it's got to my brain and I'm fucking up
And every time I get like this
You tell me it's over and you've had enough
I don't be this way when I'm pissed

You say that it changes me
You act as if I don't fucking know