Not Like That

It's darkened in my room
The color now matches outside
My dancing spirit suddenly
Came to a halt
Red button pushed
The escalator jerked
Under my foot
So what comes next
Perplexity, just that
I've always handled poorly
Sensitive requests
From strangers
And situations that were
Meant to take me flying
If I could stop
My racing thoughts
If I could shed some tears
From my empty eyes

For you
If I could take one breath
For you, I would
If I could spill my magic
And have you nearby
I would if I could tell you
What's on my mind
And touch your hand
And place you in my heart
But I'm not like that
I'm not like that

Walking outside
I'd never wondered
About time
Till it became
My number one ally
It's like a friend
Who walks away
Who understands me
And my trends
I wish time were a person
I would emerge
Out of my shell
With nothing more urgent
Than breathing in and out
Without the pressure
To be loved or loving
You know I'm not made
For that, but if I were

It'd be for you
If I could take one breath
For you, I would
If I could spill my magic
And have you nearby
I would, if I could tell you
What's on my mind
And touch your hand
And place you in my heart
But I'm not like that
I'm not like that

Not made for talking
Or for loving
So what's the end game
For this life of mine
I now know
I've always known
I've only got one way to climb
I've always had
One goal in mind
There's no agenda
But to take what's mine
To tell it as it is
With no pretense
Or needless drama
Or useless talk
To keep my heart
As if I'm falling
And never hit the ground
But if I ever dreamed
A simple life

It'd be with you
If I could take one breath
For you, I would
If I could spill my magic
And have you nearby
I would, if I could tell you
What's on my mind
And touch your hand
And place you in my heart
But I'm not like that
I'm not like that

If I could spill my magic
And have you nearby
I would, if I could tell you
What's on my mind
And touch your hand
And place you in my heart
But I'm not like that
I'm not like that



Credits
Writer(s): Larissa Shahmatova
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