Start Again

I thought I was broken
Nothing you could do
A heart that's ripped wide open
No over, under, through

Had to fight it on my own
Too scared to be alone
I muddled through

Tried to play pretend
A real comedienne
My jokes were blue

My therapist said that it takes time
I took on yours and I took on mine
Fake laughing in the park with all my friends

The weeks I spent trapped in bed
Walking labyrinths in my head
Me today isn't me from then
I guess that's how you start again

Bouncing back in stages
Like waking from a dream
Fighting mental cages
To find my self-esteem

When nothing's playing fair
The world just doesn't care
About your pain

Remember there's a galaxy of new beginnings
In your veins

My therapist said that it takes time
I took on yours and I took on mine
Fake laughing in the park with all my friends

The weeks I spent trapped in bed
Walking labyrinths in my head
Me today isn't me from then
I guess that's how you start again

A tightrope in a dream I danced along
In self-confinement
But darkness forges beauty where I stand
In misalignment

One day I'll forget
It ever stung
Oh, I'm so young

My therapist said that it takes time
I took on yours and I took on mine
Fake laughing in the park with all my friends

The weeks I spent trapped in bed
Walking labyrinths in my head
Me today isn't me from then
I guess that's how you start again

My therapist said that it takes time
I took on yours and I took on mine
Fake laughing in the park with all my friends

The weeks I spent trapped in bed
Walking labyrinths in my head
Me today isn't me from then
I guess that's how you start again

Start again
I'll start again
Watch me start again



Credits
Writer(s): Amy Johnson
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