Talking To Myself

I'm still here
Trying to emerge from the ground
Fighting against my own shadow
And I don't know where to start
My only wish is to shine
And make the whole city mine (again)

But I don't deserve anything
I'm a sinner who loves to bleed
Victim of the damage I did
I think it's low self-esteem
People been hating on me
"I'm a king", that's what I believed
Confusion, terror, my regime
They said I'm a narcissist

Is it time for me to go to bed?
Demons telling me I'm going to hell
They ain't gonna stop making me hate myself
I think of suicide, can't find the right way

'Cause I can't even feel my body
Those pills were too strong, I see
Bacardi, weed, what I need
They'll keep me alive for a bit

But I don't deserve anything
I'm a sinner who loves to bleed
Victim of the damage I did
I think it's low self-esteem
People been hating on me
"I'm a king", that's what I believed
Confusion, terror, my regime
They said I'm a narcissist

Now I tell myself
"Wake up! Wake up!"
I can't, and I don't want to
I live inside this nightmare



Credits
Writer(s): Simón Reyes
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