WHY EVEN BOTHER

What is reality
What does it mean to be insane
You claimed to have loved me
Yet, you brought me so much pain
An abyss in place of my heart
Codependency isn't smart
Fragmented pieces of my soul
Not looking for my other half
Because I am
Already whole

I call your phone and you don't care
I look for my own and you're not there
I'm at a search for love but why even bother
I can't control the way I think
I know this pit is where I'll sink
I'm at a search for love by why even bother

I'm in a search for love but it's killing me
It's draining my head baby it's killing me
Feelings you giving me baby is like an antidote
But you always treat me like an animal
I know I can get wild, I get out my mind
Tell me what you want and how you feel this time
You put me in my place, I put you back in line
Wanna make ends meet but it's unaligned
Did it hurt, I'm sure
Didn't work, I'm sure
Repent these demons, I'm pure
Gives me less when I give her more

I call your phone and you don't care
I look for my own and you're not there
I'm at a search for love but why even bother
I can't control the way I think
I know this pit is where I'll sink
I'm at a search for love by why even bother

I take a sip of the potion to try and feel again
It's like I'm stuck on a island, I feel like Gilligan
Send her messages, they never go through
Why'd I even bother, I can't empress you
Heart is broken on the floor
I can't do this anymore
Only time you said you loved me, was the end I'm pretty sure
Built up anger in my head
Got me ripping out my dreads
I swear my room has gotten colder ever since you left my bed
Why even bother with you
I put in effort for you
You made it clear I screwed up
Wasting your time not boo'd up

I call your phone and you don't care
I look for my own and you're not there
I'm at a search for love but why even bother
I can't control the way I think
I know this pit is where I'll sink
I'm at a search for love by why even bother
I call your phone and you don't care
I look for my own and you're not there
I'm at a search for love but why even bother
I can't control the way I think
I know this pit is where I'll sink
I'm at a search for love by why even bother



Credits
Writer(s): Derrick Gilbert Jr
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