Just a Kid

I been tired of feeling like shit
It's all I knew
I was just a kid
And no one wants to see me like this
I been makin' changes
Finally started feeling a shift
'Bout time I get up off the floor
Accept the past
Can't let it drag me down no more
Thoughts came swarming in like enemy forces
Built up walls that ain't do shit
Cause the intruder was locked in
I said

"How much more of this am I gonna take?"
I tried to ask for help but I wasn't ready to change
Suffering alone but I was addin' on the weight
Broke down every day cause it ain't something you can shake

Felt nothin' those months when I'd always withdraw
I got used to friends being used to me gone
Was blind to the good
I didn't know what I had
Reinforced the pain with the words that I said

"How much more of this am I gonna take?"
I tried to ask for help but I wasn't ready to change
Suffering alone but I was addin' on the weight
Broke down every day cause it ain't something you can shake

I felt the bitterness inside again
Those same thoughts always creepin' in
Life's here and gone in an instant
Consumin' waves of the ocean



Credits
Writer(s): Josh Gilliland
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