Where to Go (In the Water)

I don't know where to go but
In the water, in the water
In the water, in the water
In the water

I don't know where to go but
In the water, in the water
I don't know where to go but
In the water, in the water
I don't want to drown
But I know that
It's getting harder, it's getting harder
I know I let you down
But please remember
I'm growing stronger
I don't where to go but
In the water, in the water
I don't want to drown
But I know that
It's getting harder, it's getting harder

I thought if I could sleep
Maybe for a minute
I wouldn't be so damn limited
But I been running low on time
My clock has been ticking
I been down and they kicking
Poisoned till I sicken
Pricking me, they wanna test on me
How a boy so low gonna feel so free
Maybe it's the drugs or the THC
Maybe it's the way I'm spitting on my feelings
And I realized that my meaning
Wasn't found in work meetings
Reading out my lyrics
To the people who will hear it
Who will feel it
I'm pleading, I'm begging not to wreck it
I need a new setting

I don't know where to go but
In the water, in the water
I don't want to drown
But I know that
It's getting harder, it's getting harder

So I changed my job
Opened up new knobs
Door after door till I drop and I sob
And I prop back up no help from god
It's odd how I'm flawed but they all applaud
A fraud in my pod but there's no other peas
I cross my I's and I dot my t's
Yeah I know it's wrong but that's on me
Mistakes that I made, they don't define me
Asinine, grapevine, crystalline
The words that you heard
Going down that line, you got it all wrong
You don't know my mind
Take a look inside and you might find
I'm tired, I'm broken
I'm beaten, I'm torn
But I'm hopeful
Yeah I'm hopeful
I'm hopeful for tomorrow
That we might see less sorrow
Hiding in our burrows
Brows looking furrowed
Man we need a hero
But all we got was zeroes
But I shoot straight like an arrow
And I rule right like a pharaoh
My life In control in my tarot's
A reversed temperance with the lack of balance
An upright magician giving me strength
Letting go of the past with the upright death
Depth in my words, I don't want the power
I am not Macbeth
I just want the peace, I been feelin so dead
Red in my eyes, that's the way that I bled
Seeing possibility's too much for my head

I don't know where to go but
In the water, in the water
In the water, in the water

I don't know where to go but
In the water, in the water
I don't know where to go but
In the water, in the water
I don't want to drown
But I know that
It's getting harder, it's getting harder
I know I let you down
But please remember
I'm growing stronger
I don't where to go but
In the water, in the water
I don't want to drown
But I know that
It's getting harder, it's getting harder