Vices

I'm a new slave master
I beat the track like a drunken bastard
And it's a disaster the way I harass her
I teach her like a personal pastor
But don't want her am a pass her up
Got her mind wrecked so she fucked up
Sending all shots they all scatter
Got the military grade sending rocket blasters
Working on my masters
It's a different norm
They improvised
Outsource beyond the course
Enterprise, winning cause I'm living lies
Trana move up while their stuck in their place
Don't hit me with that shit, last supply was laced
And If you ain't first then you in last place
Serving hundred miles but I never did no race

Catch a case different body in a different state
Overdosing over serotonin in a better place
I showed up now I'm glowing
Can't forget cause everyone made me regret
Decisions I've made, cover up my pain
My life always Been contested
Collecting reparations
Now that I'm facing
Made my own friends by the cards I dealt
I don't gamble but I lay in debt
With decisions by myself
I pour the activist
I'm activated
Pussy got me aggravated
My mind faded off the time I'm chasing
Wanna do some do some time wasting
Don't question my lessons
send you to heaven in a couple seconds
Make her respect my authority
For that she adoring me

I understand drugs just to escape reality
They feel more than feeling me
Honestly better than the real thing
Sometimes in my soul just feel like a walking corpse
The devil had a time to kill me
All those sleeping pills really had him, dancing
Feel so heavy, pretty enchanted
I'm enhancing to a different level I'm advancing

And that makes you wonder how I got here
Puffing fear cause I lost tears

((((Counting on my vices

Fuck the next lifetime

Reckless habits caught up

Catch me off a lifeline))))

Need to change my ways,
Faded to not feel the same
Put the synergy in place
Handful of pills they blood thinners
Take away the pain
Money mixed with prosperity
I cry while the angels hearing me
Want to make a legacy
Maybe put it on the Forbes list
Put my music in the mix never forge it
Want to make a couple million before I pass away
Want designer all the useless shit to feel happy
In the same paradigm my mind trapped all the time feeling paraplegic
They can't see it
I switch faces
Different genetics
My aesthetic from a different world
Growing up outsider sick of the world
I started hating myself in the start of high school
Opioids cover up my ears can't hear the noise

My mind vexed so I forget but the drugs don't reject, when I'm near her vibe, so divine looking at her between her eyes
I whine to drown in wine, pop a pill like a bottle, feeling better by the hour, the divinity to line it up long like a centipede, broken therapy
She hearing this but not healing me
My sanity gone into outer space
Interject my Common sense to heavens gate
And I question my usage
Holding like a possession,Without it being a coward
Dancing for me I arouse her
Put her mouth In my trousers
I wow her