Cousin(Tyler)

I was chilling in my living room
My girl was cooking dinner
I was playing Cold War
And I was fuckin up them niggas
Got a call from sister
Said that imma call her back
She probably seen me on the game
And was tryna run a match
But nah it wasn't that
I got a text and it read
That there was an accident
And they saying that you dead
My Heart started racing
I started feeling scared
I just knew you was alive
But they just wasn't aware
Of it
Cousin
Got me scrolling news
Had to call Trudy up
To see if what they said was true
Cousin
Hope they bluffin
Niggas playin with yo name
You made a post
A couple hours ago
Is niggas playin games
Cousin
I called my sis
She said my mom could barely
All the tears that she was crying
Broke her down to her knees cousin
I sat in silence
Cause I knew you was gone
Then I had a certain feeling
That I did something wrong
We ain't talked in some years
Ever since we was kids
Always meant to hit you up cuz
Swear that I did
You and everybody else
But I get caught up I myself
Thinking time is on side
Until reality hits
Shows who really control
27 years old cuz
Too young to go
Did God need you home
Cause
I don't understand
But if it's written in his plan
Then I'll accept the bigger picture
When I'm needing to cope
With emotions And these tears
Struggle with how it feel
Saying RIP to you Hugh Merine
Lil Taneal
From the Womb to the Casket
Blood and bone
To ashes
A beautiful beginning
Why the ending be so tragic
So when I say I love you
Please know that I mean the shit
Though there might just be some things
We ain't agreeing with
When time past
And we laid under the grass
Crossing to the other side
We'll both know
That it was meaningless
Arguments
Not talking for some years
But at the funeral
I'll see you cry the biggest tears
Head laying your hands
Thinking bout the words unsaid
All the calls that you missed
Messages you left on read
Was it worth it?
Is you hurting?
Need to fix your act
Before it's time close the
Curtain

Man
Saying gone too soon
And if I never said it
Just know
I love you
RIP Cousin

Saying gone too soon
And if I never said it
Just know
I love you

I'm scatter brained
But I'm acting like everything is ok
I'm thankful for every day
That the lord ain't take me away
There's a feeling of Unrest
Is life just Russian roulette
Waking up pulling the trigger
The rest you hope for the best



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Writer(s): Tre Dope
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