Wish U Weren't Here

Wish you weren't here
It looks prettier in postcards
and souvenirs
Wish you weren't here
Everybody's running so hard
like the past gon' re-appear, yeah

Fall in love with boys who don't love me back
Find myself in choices that leave me sad
And in my head I'm so close so close now

Finally signed a deal for my music, yeah
And little do I know it's about to crash
But it's all on a roll now
roll now, yeah roll now

It's been two years I can't count
The places on both hands
where I've been living in
Mom, it's giving in
It's been two years I can't count
the men I've loved and loved
While I wished I was loving him
Oh yeah It's been two years
I can't count the songs
I've wrote and sung
And nobody's listening

So I wish you weren't here
When I go home everybody's like
"Oh tell me what it's like there"
Well I say too many prayers
I talk to god all alone and my friends
seem to disappear

Fall in love with girls who don't love me back
Maybe its a curse I don't understand
Or maybe I'm a lost cause, lost cause, lost cause yeah

Stare up at the sky, watch an airplane pass
Wondering if I should re-think this path
'Cause all I see are flaws now, just flaws now

It's been two years I can't count
the fears I've faced on both hands
When I coulda been giving in
It's been two years I can't count
the men I've loved and loved
While I wished I was loving him
Oh yeah It's been two years
I can't count the songs I've wrote and sung
And nobody's listening

So I, I wish I weren't here
I try to love it, try to push through,
but it's all in tears
Yeah I wish I weren't here