Naked in your Bed

All those flowers you planted in my head
These colours for which I now seem to care
Do you see them slowly grow, almost bloom
But it's still cold it might be to soon

And I am lying here naked in your bed
I am out of breath and we both seem to be afraid
And I try in vain to hide and not make you notice
How it burns below my even smooth surface

I am sorry for the tears you shed
I am sorry that I couldn't understand

Lying naked, naked as my soul
Untouched by you for so very long
And you cut me with your oppressed silent cries
Ready to pierce me where no one has ever tried

And I push them down, all those thoughts into my chest
Bluffing myself, claiming I am not afraid
But the dark ones try to see down the road
With shades of shame, shades of pain shades of hope

I am sorry I really thought that I can
I wish I'd be another kind of man

Now still sometimes I feel safer next to you
When you hold me in your arms just like you do
The words of hope I tried I follow them all
And I dream of those worlds with no walls

But dreams are dreams and hopes slowly are not the same
Cause my hopes are darker and my dreams still free of shame
So I long for your body closing my eyes
With dreams of warmth, dreams of forgotten lights

I am sorry for the games that we played
I wish I could have been a better friend

But dreams are dreams and hopes slowly are not the same
Cause my hopes are darker and my dreams still free of shame
So I long for your body closing my eyes
With dreams of warmth, dreams of forgotten lights

I am sorry for the games that we played
I wish I could have been a better friend