Channel Surfing

Why do I keep holding on
Try to figure it out
But I'll never know
Where do I keep going wrong
I swear I'll learn
To let go

When I'm 18 Ima get tattoos
And I'll daydream about me and you and
It'll be alright
And I drive fast to risk it all
Oh who knew love would take so long
But I'll be just fine
I'll be just fine

You need help
So do I
Guilty conscience on my guilty mind
No more running
We're out of time
Channel surfing through all the lies

And I won't disappoint myself
Let alone ask for help
I'm better off on my own
Everyone lies and says
They'll be there till the end
It was better when I didn't know

I had 4 years go down the drain
For one long useless ass shitty day
But I'm still so fucking scared
I can't breathe almost half the time
Im holding on to selfish lies
It's just one long nightmare
Oh tell me why I'm still here

For the people in the back who need to hear it
Im so sentimental
Cause I know that nothings easy and the worlds not gentile
I'm trying harder than before Everyone is so selfish no it's not just me
Still taking two pills a day just so I can breathe
And I'll be coming back for more

You need help
So do I
Guilty conscience on my guilty mind
No more running
We're out of time
Channel surfing through all the lies
Through all the lies
You need help
So do I
Guilty conscience on my guilty mind
No more running
We're out of time
Channel surfing through all the lies



Credits
Writer(s): Gino Ferraro
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