Trespassing

Every time I go outside and see all those people looking back at me, I wonder what they Think
I wish I could do it for myself, others thoughts didn't change how I felt
What a life that would be

I just wish I could stay in my own head and out of the others
Cuz' it's not what they're thinking
It's just what I think that they'd mutter
Voices like thunder, I feel so smothered, I shudder and suffer
Can't help but wonder what it's like out from under the covers

I've got a lot on my mind, a lot more to discover
Life's applying a buffer, I'm dying for color, I'm trying to govern
I just wish I could stay in my own head and out of the others

Every time I go outside and see all those people looking back at me, I wonder what they Think
I wish I could do it for myself, others thoughts didn't change how I felt
What a life that would be

Okay, I have a confession
I'm so scared of rejection
Because of my false projections, I miss a lot of affection

Nobody's perfect, but I still strive for perfection
I don't think it's worth it, hopefully I'll learn my lesson
Questions lead to oppression, at least the questions I'm guessing
I mean my mind like a weapon, and I'm just mad at my session
We're only here for a second, we need to dwell in the present
Say thanks for my blessings, keep looking forward to heaven

How am I at home, if I'm feeling this alone?
You know that I been growing, but I've never felt so lonely
If you wanna know me, then you gonna have to show me
By now I know that God, he chose to made me one and only
If you know me, then you know I got the biggest dreams
If you know me, then you know it isn't what it seems
You know I gotta pave my way, I got some mouths to feed
Talking spiritually, but also walk it literally
We gotta be the opposite of all this bigotry
Without us it's impossible to flip the energy
We gotta put our pride aside and love our enemies
If I know one thing, it's that we don't know anything
What I've learned is that it's almost never what it seems
They told me to calm down, but they gave me methamphetamines
I could've fallen forever, I never let up, I got better
I was setup for failure, I didn't settle, so blessed, so blessed

I wonder what they think, but now I do it for myself
None of your thoughts change how I feel
I'm finally free