Enough (from Non-Player Character Workshop Musical Cast Recording)

I never knew this was part of the game
Defeat only meant that we'd do it again
My role - to play nothing - every day was the same
It was enough
You looked up to me when I first said, "Hello"
I knew all the answers to the questions I chose
Don't say the adventure is mine to control
I'm not enough

I used to be enough
I used to be enough

Now everything comes at a much higher cost
I was okay with losing until I felt lost
Waiting for the chance to restart, log out, or pause
For long enough to let me avoid my reality
I'll never find my way back to the start
I should have known better than to follow my heart
The world I was built for has broken apart
Why didn't you reprogram me

To be enough
I wonder could it be enough

If I could just start everything over
Take an easier path
Keep all the cheat codes
But upgrade my stats
I'd climb my way atop that leaderboard
And finally feel love
I promise I could be enough

Come down, come back, come through
Need up, need out, I need you
What if this level was the rest of our time
Stuck in a story that's never been mine
Tell me, I don't know where to go
Take the light, guide me home
Don't need a light to see
It all looks bleak to me
Voices inside me scream
Forever, never, enough

Will I ever be enough?
I think I've had enough