growing pains...

Raining
Feels like everyday it's raining
Fading
Feels like the light in me is fading
How do I smile when I'm angry?
Baby how do I keep on faking?

No hope
That's really what it's feeling like
In a pandemic
Trynna get it right
Keep my mental leveled
Just to feel a vibe
Overthinking leads to my anxiety and kills the high
I'm so tired of writer's block cause of real life
I wanna chase my dreams cause it feel right
But money money money
On my mind
Cause if you ain't getting money money money
You a lie
I feel that energy
Niggas lil bro-ing me it's killing me
I'm trynna be that motherfucking nigga in this industry
What it all mean if I lose everyone that's been with me
What it all mean if I lose self and feel no empathy
Oh I'm just trynna find my purpose
So for my soul I'm searching

Raining
Feels like everyday it's raining
Fading
Feels like the light in me is fading
How do I smile when I'm angry?
Baby how do I keep on faking?

Raining
Feels like everyday it's raining



Credits
Writer(s): Nick Aluoch
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