Peak Right Now

Don't regret my life but I always wish
I could turn back time make sense of this
I'm feeling sorry for my younger self
She had to grow up just to get some help

Tried to reach for the stars but all I got was space matter
Broke my heart feeling like I never really mattered
I grabbed the first thing I could depend on
I held on tightly, but not for too long

Been thinking
What would have happened if
I was one of those girls with the popular kids
Sitting in the cafeteria
Feeling like I fit in
But I didn't
Face first, tumbling down
A neverending drought
I didn't peak back then
But I can peak right now
But I can peak right now

Try to be present
Up in the moment
But I keep spinning
Kaleidoscoping
Version of everything I ever knew
Comes to my mind just when I think of you

Tried to reach for the stars but all I got was space matter
Broke my heart feeling like I never really mattered
I grabbed the first thing I could depend on
I held on tightly, but not for too long

Been thinking
What would have happened if
I was one of those girls with the popular kids
Sitting in the cafeteria
Feeling like I fit in
But I didn't
Face first, tumbling down
A neverending drought
I didn't peak back then
But I can peak right now
But I can peak right now

Every day, stuck in a haze
She looks happy, but it's just a phase
You can peak right now
You can peak right now

I'm feeling sorry for my younger self
She had to grow up just to get some help
You can peak right now
You can peak right now



Credits
Writer(s): Janet Zamanian
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