Hard Knocks

Hand me my lighter
Somebody hand me my lighter
Thank you
Ooh come here
Ay

Ay
Ion even know, just know I been high for days
Been high for weeks, been high for months
Been high for years, when Bunky died Ian drop no tears
Just a jit, Ian have no pill
Man I just (I began to lose control)
I walked in that church Ian know how to feel
Everybody crying, I can't
Yeah Ian have much, just me and my brother
Temper too hot, he need a fan
And if nobody got it
He'll hop in that water and put on them goggles to see the plan
And this shit get hard out here young nigga I know
But you gotta just be a man
And these bitches ain't shit just know that
And these hoes ain't shit just know that
And if it ain't one thing you gotta remember
A gun don't mean that he on that
Lowkey mad a nigga wasn't there when Bunky got hit, damn
30, It's tucked in the door
It wouldn't have went down, they wouldn't have got shit
I almost got jammed on Arlington Road, damn
(And my heart was beating fast)

Niggas don't know bout the risks we taking daily
But shid this what we chose
So what the fuck we complaining for, you hea me?

What you know bout camping out
Tryna catch you a hat, laying down and yo heart be beating
What you know bout peeping out everywhere that you go
I'm clutching when cars be creepin
Ian going for shit imma
Ay
Ay
Ay
I'll take the Picasso, no piss in the hallway
Patient, nigga I'm waiting on Shad day
I need some peace so I'm listening to Sade
Trap PHD, imma Summa Cum Laude
I had some niggas that tried to get down
They ended up running, they wishing they shot me, ay
Shoulda scored put 6 in the endzone
It be hard seeing all my old friends gone
RIP Josh, your name gon live on
Felt like you was here on this song
Ay
Now that I think about it, really like
It wasn't my plan for none of these bitches to end up hating the kid
Said what I said and I did what I did, I stood on 10 toes
But look
Most of these hoes still loving the boy
Pole on me, ain't no bumpin' the boy
Money talk, I ain't making no noise
I ain't fuckin no hoe be on justinlaboy
Bitch wasn't for me, I just couldn't see it
Pussy too good, this shit getting deeper
She in that blender whenever I leave her
Honestly ion even like meeting people
I be sleep and I be fighting these demons
She say I sweat in the night when i'm sleeping
Hate that I got me a lot I could lose
Really a thief in the night I be creeping
Paranoid be in the blinds I be peeping
Looking for niggas but swear ion see em
And If I had died today, I swear
A nigga lil life was decent, ay

I was dreaming of a plan, you know what I'm saying
I had picked it up, put it down
I had picked it up, put it back down
Picked it up again
Ay, Infinite nigga man