Excuses

There's no such thing as try
Either do it or I don't
My excuses are so tired
I'll do it if I want
If I want it bad enough
If I want it bad enough
Want it bad enough
Want it bad enough
If I want it bad enough

I know, I know
I could do it with my eyes closed, eyes closed
Yeah you know how I roll, I roll
They hit me with that eye roll
Cuz they heard every single excuse in the book
Could be cheffing in the kitchen but I don't like to cook, uh
I'ma break bad, make you take a second look
Cuz there ain't no such thing as half way crooks
I mob deep, and you know I rock beats
I'm my own worst enemy, only i could stop me
Is there anybody out there, do you copy
If you're there i cant hear you, the signals choppy
Make it clear before it's all said and done
Look in the mirror and I fear what i've become
Flew too near to the sun, all i hear is a hum

There's no such thing as try
Either do it or I don't
My excuses are so tired
I'll do it if I want
If I want it bad enough
If I want it bad enough
Want it bad enough
Want it bad enough
If I want it bad enough

Put me in when the pressure on
Some feelings are never gone
Memories are livin' on
These decision are pivotal
Don't ask why I did it though
You get what you give
So I give 'em the give and go
I get the bad news
Turn it around and I flip it though
My mind state's the issue
I'm about to get physical
Walking on egg shells
Got you on your tippy toes
You want it all at once
And you prolly just sip it slow
Going down the wrong road
The patterns are cyclical
Hearing the same shit
It's stereotypical
Getting hard to steer
Can't feel cuz I'm numb
Can't tell what's real
So I will hold my tongue
Flew too near too the sun
Back to earth, here I come

There's no such thing as try
Either do it or I don't
My excuses are so tired
I'll do it if I want
If I want it bad enough
If I want it bad enough
Want it bad enough
Want it bad enough
If I want it bad enough