I Can't (Let Go)

(Yeah oh oh oh
Said that shit would last forever)

I don't know if you
Still think about the memories
You don't know what that shit meant to me
I can't let go
(I can't let go)
You said that shit would last forever

(Hardbody play that shit)

You took control of me then took a toll on me
Fuck what it's supposed to be, I'm gettin' what's owed to me
They slept on me locally, and that shit got old to me
This planet hostin' me, I flow the streams right overseas
Plans to grow the seeds I planted into golden trees
Dreams of ocean breeze, won't stop until my soul at ease
Too many questions no one had the answers to
Like when you had some faith and then you found out that the cancer grew
Was never like the rest, my quest unfolded different avenues
You broke my heart, but I've got too much empathy to be mad at you
I let it be and move along, did some shit you knew was wrong
That's your karma baby, call me crazy smokin' super strong
And the truth is I've got no one to blame
You know our situations different, we ain't grow up the same
You built a home with your pain, tryna get control in this game
But I think the power lies in letting things unfold and just change, right?

I don't know if you
Still think about the memories
You don't know what that shit meant to me
I can't let go, oh
You said that shit would last forever

Like why'd you go and lie to me?
When I met your ass I thought I won the lottery
You said the same and even claimed that you would ride for me
Now I'm sittin' here in this rage just rippin' pages out my diary
In this matrix we're just molecules as small as lima beans
The hurt's exposed, my curtains close
I cry behind the scenes
Left a stain upon the fabric of my mind it seems
Wishin' I had to machine, I get too lost inside the dream
Every day I pray that I don't have another dark night
Cookin' up in this cave, never skip a beat but shit my heart might
The worst part is I thought that I played my cards right
I hope you think about me every time you bumpin' Starlight
Stabbed me in the back, you couldn't look me in my face and say
The shit you really felt, I saw a part of my spirit break that day
Put me on the shelf and I'm so done with all the games you play
If you wanna run away just make sure that you stay away

I don't know if you
Still think about the memories
You don't know what that shit meant to me
I can't let go, oh
You said that shit would last forever

Yeah we still in the studio
'Cause the show's never over
The show must go on
And on, and on, and on, and on
For eternities