Love is Not Pretend

I uh... don't usually do soft shit...
But there are some things I gotta get off my chest so...

When i said "I love you"
That was not pretend
The day you left
Yeah there were things
I wish I said
That I meant
Loved you that was not pretend
Lost my best friend
Couldn't comprehend
That pinky promise
Till the end
Now I'm writing songs to vent
Couldn't pay my rent
Cause I'm feelin so dead
I loved you that was not pretend
The day I left
Damn... there were things
I wish I said

Stuck in bed
Your in my head...
Not feeling best but
Eating some bread
Feeling defeat...
So texting her, send
Killing beat
I'm depressed
Anxiety on my chest
I'm a wreck
Don't know what i said yeah
But she fuckin left
Stoned cold
Something she'll regret...
I'm the nicest guy she's ever meet
Beet
I'm going in depth
When she said "let's be friends" yeah?
Then you end up in my bed
Try and grab your hand
Then you get so fuckin mad
So im to here add
That I don't understand
What the is your plan
I just wanna be your man
You leave me like a fish on the Land stranded in the sands
Gettin' eaten by ants
Uh I really can't

When I said I loved you
That was not pretend
The day you left
Yeah there were things I wish I said
That I meant
Loved you and that was not pretend
Lost my best friend
Couldn't comprehend
That pinky promise
Till the end
Now I'm writing songs to vent
Couldn't pay my rent
Cause I'm feelin so dead
I loved you that was not pretend
The day I left
Damn... there were things I wish I said

Put a rope around my neck
Then you kick me off deck
Oh my god, my life's a mess
Only homies would take a guess
Bitch I'm not impressed
Thought you were girl friend
Have my back until the world ends
Then I think our time is spent
That's why I got anxiety on my Chest
I'm Barey getting outta bed
All I know is
I love you till this world ends
But I gotta take in what I said
That you're not even a fuckin friend...

When I said I loved you
That was not pretend
The day you left
There were things that I wish I said That I meant
I loved you
That was not pretend
Lost my best friend
Couldn't comprehend
That pinky promise
Till the end...



Credits
Writer(s): Aidan Pothier
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

Link