Ursa Major

I love the way you smile
I've loved it for a while
But I haven't gotten the nerve;
To tell you so

I'll stay; in place till I find a way
To get to a new state of mind
That allows me to cry
In your holy name

It's beautiful design
How your eyes shine in the snow
I haven't found a way to let you go
So I grow colder and I continue to fold in
The crevasses of my mind
They are written in text from long ago
But the lettering just seems to grow
The more I think about your grin

Yr aura's like the sun
But it dims when I'm around
Cause you hate my stupid mouth
To the point where you'll let me know

Till you cut me out
Of yr life without a word
And shit, that really hurts
And I can see your petals fade and I see your true character

It was beautiful design
How your eyes seemed to shine in the snow
But now they never seem to glow
So as I grow better,
You seem get upset and
I never thought that i
And the crevasses of my mind,
Would go to the other side
But I can see your true colors
And the way you speak about me to others

You only wanna be around
When I am down
To pick me up

But I'm not your buttercup
After all this time
It was you that sucked

I take back all the shit i said
God I hope you got rid of that dress
I hope you let the bedbugs bite
And all your "good intentions"
Don't mean shit tonight

It's a fucking mess you've made
Drop me like I'm a dinner plate
Like you've seen me now
And you can't stand my face

I know you want to be the "nice one"
But it's hard when you treat others
Like they're fucking dunces
This is the treatment I get for wanting a friend
For the love of god how did I think it was

Beautiful design
How your eyes seemed to shine in the snow,
Quote on quote
But they were just
Bolts next to diamonds
I'm coming out of hiding
I'm sick of the lying
You made me cry time and time again
To never fucking say you're sorry
For all the damage you've done to my psyche
God I thought you were so cool
Now look at you
You're just a shell of your former you

You can put all that shit I said in past-tense
My change of heart is happening in flashes
I wish I could've seen your shit from miles ahead
How can you keep a smile
When your brain is like this

You can put all that shit I said in past-tense
My change of heart is happening in flashes
I wish I could've seen your shit from miles ahead
How can you keep a smile
When your brain is like this