Fall to Insanity
Trying so hard
Working so hard
To stay reasonable as best as I can
While trying to ignore that others don't care
Controlling myself all the time
Smiling forever and in spite
Of seeing their hypocrisy
And hearing their selfrighteous lies
I can't take
This anymore
I want to
Rip them apart
A storm is brewing deep inside
I want to give in to the dark
My rage threatens to crack the mask
That I hold up all the time
My body shakes my blood is hot
All I want is to snap
To lose my temper and unleash
The fury deep inside of me
Guts are boiling, my mind is cold
I'm focused and still I see
Only what is driving me
Slowly towards insanity
I can't take
This anymore
I want to
Tear it all down
This isn't right, this isn't me
Even though I feel free
My mind's a mess, this shouldn't be
Yet the dark threatens to pull
Me down again to the abyss
I don't want this for I now fear
The creature living down there
I can't take
This anymore
I don't want
My mask to crack
The storm is growing stronger now
It's hard for me to resist
The cracks in my mask reveal
The evil deep inside of me
I want the world to feel my hate
My mask is dropping and unveils
What I've been hiding for so long
A most ugly entity
This conflict raging inside me
Between collectedness and wild
Mad fury, unyielding
I wish that it comes to an end
I'm reaching out my hand
To touch the light
That I can't seem to find
The darkness has swallowed me
There's nothing left
Of what was once me
Oh, I can't go on like this
I just can't
Live like this
I'm drowning in the black
Sea of my soul
There's no coming back
I write to you, to let you know
I bring this life
Of mine now to an end
Working so hard
To stay reasonable as best as I can
While trying to ignore that others don't care
Controlling myself all the time
Smiling forever and in spite
Of seeing their hypocrisy
And hearing their selfrighteous lies
I can't take
This anymore
I want to
Rip them apart
A storm is brewing deep inside
I want to give in to the dark
My rage threatens to crack the mask
That I hold up all the time
My body shakes my blood is hot
All I want is to snap
To lose my temper and unleash
The fury deep inside of me
Guts are boiling, my mind is cold
I'm focused and still I see
Only what is driving me
Slowly towards insanity
I can't take
This anymore
I want to
Tear it all down
This isn't right, this isn't me
Even though I feel free
My mind's a mess, this shouldn't be
Yet the dark threatens to pull
Me down again to the abyss
I don't want this for I now fear
The creature living down there
I can't take
This anymore
I don't want
My mask to crack
The storm is growing stronger now
It's hard for me to resist
The cracks in my mask reveal
The evil deep inside of me
I want the world to feel my hate
My mask is dropping and unveils
What I've been hiding for so long
A most ugly entity
This conflict raging inside me
Between collectedness and wild
Mad fury, unyielding
I wish that it comes to an end
I'm reaching out my hand
To touch the light
That I can't seem to find
The darkness has swallowed me
There's nothing left
Of what was once me
Oh, I can't go on like this
I just can't
Live like this
I'm drowning in the black
Sea of my soul
There's no coming back
I write to you, to let you know
I bring this life
Of mine now to an end
Credits
Writer(s): Lea Diekmann
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