Wish We Never Happened

I'm anxious, angry, I hate being mad
But you wasted one year I'll never have
'Cause you ruined my life when you tore me in half
Now I spend all my time just tryna get back

To the way things were before I knew your name
'Cause no matter the distance it's not enough space
Now I'm sick of hearing everyone say
I'll be so much stronger once I make it

Through this
But the truth is

I wish we never happened
I wish we never met
I wish you were just some messed up dream
I made up in my head

I wish we never happened
And I could just forget
I've been looking for a silver lining
Haven't found it yet
I wish we never

Never stopped me walking right down the street
Because ever since then you're all that I see
Hate explaining you to every person I meet
All the time & the energy it's taking me to get

Through this
Yeah, the truth is

I wish we never happened
I wish we never met
I wish you were just some messed up dream
I made up in my head

I wish we never happened
And I could just forget
I've been looking for a silver lining
Haven't found it yet
I wish we never happened, ooh
I wish we never happened, ooh

I smile because it's over, cry because it happened
I've been needing closure like a physical reaction
Looking for a reason not to wish we never happened
Wish you never happened
Wish you never happened

Smile because it's over, cry because it happened
I've been needing closure like a physical reaction
Looking for a reason not to wish we never happened
Wish we never happened
Wish we never happened

I wish we never happened
I wish we never met
I wish you were just some messed up dream
I could wake up and forget

Wish it wasn't traumatic
And I didn't have regrets
I've been looking for a silver lining
Haven't found it yet