Holocene
I tried to get over you
Tell me what I'm, Tell me what I'm
Tell me what I'm supposed to do
I run away from the good memories
That bring me close to you
I just wanna love you right
But I just end up choking you
It's like I'm addicted to the pain
And end up overdosing you
All my baggage that I brought into this love
Is why you're broke in two
How can I hold it together
When we both know I'm broken too
I just need some, I just need some TLC
How can I love myself when I hate every part of me
Looking in the mirror and I hate who's staring back at me
I'm so depressed but I smile cos I know that's what you wanna see
And I hide behind a mask like every day is Halloween
You wanna hear sorry, baby, this is my apology
I fight my inner demons
Yeah, my mind is like the Coliseum
It's a tale as old as time
Been around since the holocene
Every time we argue and I get mad
I say things I could never mean
Somewhere between the words I can't take back
And the way you stare at me
I lost my identity to this codependency
I tried to be strong for you
But I'm so fucking weak
I just need some, I just need some TLC
How can I love myself when I hate every part of me
Looking in the mirror and I hate who's staring back at me
I'm so depressed but I smile cos I know that's what you wanna see
And I hide behind a mask like every day is Halloween
You wanna hear sorry, baby, this is my apology
Tell me what I'm, Tell me what I'm
Tell me what I'm supposed to do
I run away from the good memories
That bring me close to you
I just wanna love you right
But I just end up choking you
It's like I'm addicted to the pain
And end up overdosing you
All my baggage that I brought into this love
Is why you're broke in two
How can I hold it together
When we both know I'm broken too
I just need some, I just need some TLC
How can I love myself when I hate every part of me
Looking in the mirror and I hate who's staring back at me
I'm so depressed but I smile cos I know that's what you wanna see
And I hide behind a mask like every day is Halloween
You wanna hear sorry, baby, this is my apology
I fight my inner demons
Yeah, my mind is like the Coliseum
It's a tale as old as time
Been around since the holocene
Every time we argue and I get mad
I say things I could never mean
Somewhere between the words I can't take back
And the way you stare at me
I lost my identity to this codependency
I tried to be strong for you
But I'm so fucking weak
I just need some, I just need some TLC
How can I love myself when I hate every part of me
Looking in the mirror and I hate who's staring back at me
I'm so depressed but I smile cos I know that's what you wanna see
And I hide behind a mask like every day is Halloween
You wanna hear sorry, baby, this is my apology
Credits
Writer(s): Andrew John Holyfield, Thomas French, Johnfrancis Mbata, Ocean Lawrence, Brice Sibomana
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