Times Up

All these parties
I'm still hardly
Half happy
I'm disembodied
Mom I fucked up
Dad I'm sorry
When I lost you
That's when they lost me
And, I don't like these dreams I have at night
No more
I stay up until I hit the floor
Crash landing right into your world
Cause that's right where you want me

Although our time is up, we had some good good times
What a good good, life
But I would trade it all for one more night
So many questions on my mind
Where you happy
Did you have the life that you wanted
Was this what you envisioned
And will you forget me
All the times you'd cook like you're a chef
You tell me joke I'd say one back
And all the times you smiled instead of cried
All the times we cried instead of laughed
I'm so alone without you here
I'm hoping god can hear me
You took my dad, and nothing you do can heal me

Got a few friends
I keep small circles
When I lose my senses
I get personal
I live by rules
I lost my way
I can't ask for help
Cuz I'm not made to
I hate my face
I blacked out mirrors
I shattered frames
I hide my feelings
If I don't wake up
Please don't blame me
I miss my dad so much I've faded

Although our time is up, we had some good good times
What a good good, life
But I would trade it all for one more night
So many questions on my mind
Where you happy
Did you have the life that you wanted
Was this what you envisioned
And will you forget me
All the times you'd cook like you're a chef
You tell me joke I'd say one back
And all the times you smiled instead of cried
All the times we cried instead of laughed
I'm so alone without you here
I'm hoping god can hear me
You took my dad, and nothing you do can heal me

Hey ben, this is dad it's around 4:30 in the morning
I've been just sorta sitting here in case you needed, some-some, assistance tonight
I just wanted to make sure you're okay
I'm actually drinking one of Larry's beers
I'm-I'm going to finish it and then go up and try and get a little rest
But like, shoot us a message or a text or something
Just to make sure we know you're good
Alright, love you, and we've got your back
So just relax, as much as you can of course
Bye-bye



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Writer(s): Benjamin Murphy
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