Don't Want To Say Goodbye (feat. Hans)

It's getting really hard to do the same thing every day
And keep a smile on my face
Be the rock people need me to be
Support my family
I mean, I'm fucking losing it dude
And I don't... I don't know
I really wish I could, I really wish I knew, but I don't
And this is all I can do
To try to get some fucking reason, so

Keep me away from the end
I ain't only scared of dying
Scared of losing my friends
It don't matter what you spend
'Til you're breaking your tendencies
I don't ever want my pen
To lose its thread to the energy
(Don't want to say goodbye)
Keep me away from the end
Terrified that all I'm trying
Won't do what I intend
It won't ever break bread
'Til you bend your mentality
Feels like nothing makes sense
It's my fear of finality
(Don't want to say goodbye)
Keep me away from the end
I ain't only scared of dying
Scared of losing my friends
It don't matter what you spend
'Til you're breaking your tendencies
I don't ever want my pen
To lose its thread to the energy
(Don't want to say goodbye)
Keep me away from the end
Terrified that all I'm trying
Won't do what I intend
It won't ever break bread
'Til you bend your mentality
Feels like nothing makes sense
It's my fear of finality
(Don't want to say goodbye)

Listen dude, we haven't talked in a decade or two
But I've been contemplating coming home and visiting you
Hope you kept my room the same, window I used to look out
'Til humanity came, no doubt was too enticing
I used to like icing, would always question
Why you and your son were fighting, enlightening
I get it now, but why we still in the middle?
You didn't have to take my mother, but you did didn't you?
Chickens have come home to roost in a coop that's burnt
Dinners served, but you're alive, in the end, what's worse?
Maybe they crossed the road 'cause what choice you got?
Other side isn't this one, salvation, we flock
Goddamn

Keep me away from the end
I ain't only scared of dying
Scared of losing my friends
It don't matter what you spend
'Til you're breaking your tendencies
I don't ever want my pen
To lose its thread to the energy
(Don't want to say goodbye)
Keep me away from the end
Terrified that all I'm trying
Won't do what I intend
It won't ever break bread
'Til you bend your mentality
Feels like nothing makes sense
It's my fear of finality
(Don't want to say goodbye)

Growing weary of gravity on account of my mass
Bullet castings melted down to forge a Dumile mask
Not assuming the facts, or raiding tombs off fractal glass
The artifacts I found wound up moving to humans
We need room to be loose in, and a use beyond a craft
Or we're brewing the ruin that loses you in a draft
Better know what you're doing, or you're Ozymandias
Another popular man dying, options ill-advised
Never buckle the truth, when you oughta stand righteous
That's my call to the pious, 'til they fall to the virus
It's a crisis of faith, when you're worried 'bout the landing
Might not notice the gauge showing your engines are panting
At least that's my understanding