Working Myself

I don't know I'm sorry
It's my fault you're salty
I'm trying to apologize for things I can't control tonight
I'm broken you feel me
It's all real don't you see
I'm over here breaking
I'm standing here shaking
I'm lying
I'm crying
I'm dying
Stopped trying
I'm working and churning
I'm over here burning
My heart is just faulty
Can't you see what I see
I'm broke you can't save me
I think you should just hate me

Why do I feel like I am all on my own
Why do I feel like there's no place to call home
Why do I just think I'll die alone
Why do I just need someone to hold

I'm trying to work myself
Fighting to fix myself
Go till there's nothing left
Broke I ain't got no pep
Staring into the irony
Walking so violently
Why am I suffering
Why is it so hard to breath

Maybe someday I won't be alone
Maybe someday I will have a home
Maybe someday I won't die alone
And maybe someday I'll have someone to hold

I'm trying to be good for myself
Trying to work hard on myself
Trying to be a better man
Trying to make a difference
Fighting so hard to sleep
Drowning when it's not complete
Tired of being numb
Tired of being dumb

All I can do is just wait for the light
At the end of the tunnel though it's not quite in sight
So I'll just keep fighting and running my race
I know at some point I will win at this pace

Someday soon I won't be alone
Any day now and I will have a home
Honestly don't think I'll die alone
I know I will find someone to hold

Honestly, though there's no end in sight
Honestly, I know that I can survive
I've been through hell and back
No, it's not an act
So you know it'll be alright
Even though there's no end in sight

Don't worry about what will happen today
It was going to happen anyways
Don't you fret
And don't you cry
It'll be alright at the end of the night

Someday soon, I won't be alone
Any day now and I will have a home
Honestly don't think I'll die alone
I know I'll find someone to hold
And I won't
Be alone