Pain

Stand up & be brave
While you're holding all that pain
It's just a matter of time before you get slain

Going without a fight is not the fucking way
Cause I wasn't born & raised to be fucking prey

Stand up to the pain, it ain't gonna make you any weaker
It ain't gonna make you stronger when you drinking all that liquor
It'll make you sicker can't you see your visions darker
Can't you fucking see I'm on the edge & tryna conquer

Put my feelings aside & I'm killing it
Niggas like me always got they wit
Imma keep on fighting til I'm a spirit
Time has come to take these hands outta secret

Violence ain't my game but when there's no way out
You can't hesitate throw these hands with no doubt
Blazin wit these hands, watch that shit like on demand
Even though I'm outmanned I'll catch it all firsthand

Ugh, catch it firsthand
When it's all done y'all better disband
I gotta baddie waitin so let's finish this dance
I'll keep fucking fighting til I have no chance

Til I have no chance
You really think I'm done let me enter this stance
All this fire in my heart like wolves fighting lions
All that fucking shows is I'm fighting all my demons

At war with my demons
When life gives you demons, it also gives you lemons
So like lemonade you turn them into angels
Peace overflowing, now you're up a couple levels

Life goes on & you're gonna fucking grow
Stepping in the game, takes a while til I'm a pro
Writing all these lines by expressin all this pain
My bars'll stay & slay while I make up my own lane

Can't you fucking see, be careful who you trust
Cause where they fucking at when you're grinding through the dust
Then they have they hand out like I couldn't do it myself
Betta hold that L & place that on your fucking shelf

Notice the few real ones standing by yo side
The ones you always chill wit & never fucking lie
It could all turn on you like a filthy fucking dime
Learn a real lesson instead of wasting all that time

I'm turning super saiyan, I ain't wit the faithless
Although my life I was fighting like it was endless
Not quite reckless, don't think that I'm fucking harmless
Punch a fuckin hole in your chest for being fucking heartless

I ain't just playing, this ain't another statement
Smoking all this weed cause trump's fucking president
All this fucking grinding, can't fucking help the treatment
Bottled up emotions about to cast some judgement

All this misplaced judgment
Do you think I'm violent cause of my skin pigment
Type of hate that keeps us divided
Pressin all these buttons, this patience awarded

They say that I'm a trooper
But why am I defiant
I rarely have a temper
Why am I compliant

Tryna keep my cool, tryna fill the role as peacekeeper
Why am I even mad, better learn young grasshopper

Here to teach a lesson
Teeth to the pavement
Shoulda fucking listened
Got caught up in the moment

Evolution unleashed
Pack combos by the thousand
Every minute counts, so I count em by the second

All I wanna do is live life happily
Fuck being normal I'll live life differently
Even though life won't go out perfectly
I just wanna be hit with some fucking honesty