My Time Is Here

In life I'm conflict averse
But still gotta process this hurt
And excise the sickness and curse
So I lock it with a script imprisoned in verse
But lyrical skills build slow
Still kinks in killin the flow
But I want you to know
I go toe to toe and no foe
Won't slow my knowing of the universe
Me? Who the fuck am I?
You might not know that I fortify
My mind. I try to demystify
Unknown dark arts that I codify
In source. My code? Refuse to use force
What's true to you you endorse
Acclaim accrued in due course
Choose your future eschew remorse
I started late
Never written words to a track I made
Cringe at every single quirk I hate
But reject perfection or you'll dissipate
But in a twist of fate I'm back on the grind
To eviscerate the restless mind
I pine for time to refine the lines
Redesigned to be in the speech that's mine
But the poets different than the engineer
Masked, timid, never insincere
Lack of confidence often interferes
And the only way through it is to persevere
Now raise your beer
Spark a jay and sear
Sit back relax and catch this premier
I'll be the puppeteer. I won't suffer fear
I'm here to rock this mic, cause my time is here

My time is here to claim what I always wanted
I'm the master of my fate and I want it all
Define the fear, take aim at the thoughts so haunted
Hold your breath to pull the trigger and watch it fall

When I self doubt all I do is self defeat
Can't count how many times I've held delete
On the keyboard, record twelve discrete
Takes of frivolous drivel, I've never felt elite
But that'd be patently absurd if I did
I'm a hack ridin tracks, a certified squid
But I got too many words in my lid
To not play. 'Member that birds can fly, kid
So Ima spread and spit sick soul in my bars
Nitpick 'til it's slick and sold as fine art
Rather try hard fight for goals and die scarred
Than scroll the socials controlling my heart
Played quite smart since my age five start
And as a teen dreamed being on stage with five parts
Nine years off track but back to light sparks
With these lyrics or I fear it's a fade to night dark
It's quite stark. Never matters to me now
What my bullies think about me or my life Im pretty proud
Lotta pent up genius in a hundred twenty pounds
Influence your sentiments when you experience these sounds
I do the rounds, rack mad miles with this pen
And when I finish this rap track I'll try it again
Hit the wax, spit it fast when I track my stems
Eventually peak perf ... but why'd I slack then
Never again will I let doubt stop me
Pound coffee, practice, so I don't sound sloppy
Down jacket zipped, yeah the mountains frosty
Heads down, cause i know the crown is costly
If you find your mind is tryin to say you can't
Recall it all starts when you take a chance
If you fall it's all part of this sacred dance
As you crawl the long haul through the great expanse
Ya!

My time is here to claim what I always wanted
I'm the master of my fate and I want it all
Define the fear, take aim at the thoughts so haunted
Hold your breath to pull the trigger and watch it fall

My time is here to claim what I always wanted
I'm the master of my fate and I want it all
Define the fear, take aim at the thoughts so haunted
Hold your breath to pull the trigger and watch it fall



Credits
Writer(s): Keagan Mcclelland
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