Glass Idols

God, I know ur here
I haven't seen you in a while
But, if you're listening, can you please do me a favor? Send a sign
I can't escape this maze I've built around me
Tryna find a way to get outta my mind
Everybody asking if I'm doing alright
I'm blind and I'm doing just fine
Let's just get spun
Till I feel nothing
I feel so dumb
Just wanna feel numb
I'm feeling lost
Pain is the cost for living this life
Suffer tonight
Ay
This alI I know, love dysfunction
Fuck my life up for some dumb shit
I am the villain, the audience says
They tryna kill me
It's off with her head
Today they love me
Tomorrow they hating
They say 'give it time
So, I'm patiently waiting
I feel like giving up
Keep me in your prayers
Living a double life and nothing can save us
I live inside of a glass house
Yeah, I felt good, but I'm sad now
This is my circus
A sad clown
High in the sky, then It's man down

Yeah, I felt good, but I'm sad now
This is my circus
A sad clown
Clown
Clown
Sad clown
High in the sky, then it's man down

I can't be no superhero
Ain't no fucken role model
Hennessy my therapy
Yeah, I'll down the whole bottle
I can't be no superhero
Ain't no fucken role model
Hennessy my therapy
Yeah, I'll down the whole bottle

As I walk closer to the door of death
I don't need shit
Don't need your respect
When you're dead and gone they all say your great
Bout' a month or two and they all forget
Did a blue magic
Did a circus act
I'm a sad clown
Let me murder that
Let me turn it back
With the tear in the eye
Put the fear in the guy when they're hearing the lie
They believe every word that they read
They believe everything that the enemy say
When they building you up to breaking you down
Get a pay set a date: the american way
Work ya life away
Try to pay the bills
Slave to the system
They're hating the skills
With the stress and pain in the brain
And it kills
Till your dead in the grave
And the blood when it spills
And i live to aggravate
Live to agitate
When they had to hate
I don't shatter, break
They hate the truth
And they love the lie
Yes I am your idol
But who the fuck am I
Smithhaven
No, I'm not shit
No, I ain't shit
Never be shit
Let's repeat it
Born to eat shit
Cut my wrist, bitch
Then I bleed shit
Duck and they dive
And they shuck and they jive
When I'm down on my luck
Better trust, I survive
When I'm rigging the machinery to beat a fake, then I'll take it
I could give a mother fuck
I'll be the villain and I'm hated
Christopher columbus never discovered
The musket the mullet
The dungeon of suffolk
The armageddon
Hear me dearly beloved
The phony celebrity dead to me
Rugged

I can't be no superhero
Ain't no fucken role model
Hennessy my therapy
Yeah, I'll down the whole bottle
I can't be no superhero
Ain't no fucken role model
Hennessy my therapy
Yeah, I'll down the whole bottle
I can't be no superhero
Ain't no fucken role model
Hennessy my therapy
Yeah, I'll down the whole bottle
I can't be no superhero
Ain't no fucken role model
Hennessy my therapy
Yeah, I'll down the whole bottle