All or Nothing

Constant self-degradation seems to be all I maintain
Friendships are rocky when I lie 'bout being okay
Don't wanna burden someone
With the thoughts that are making me decay
Just keep your problems locked up
And eventually you'll die
Anyway
I can't show emotion
Don't give them any notion
That I'm truly not doing fine
Fool those that you hold
So dear
No need to read
Between the lines

Just caught up in this cycle
Of constantly wanting to be creative
At the same time, having no energy
To do anything whatsoever
These two opposing forces
Butting heads with one another
And fighting constantly
It's just causing me
To feel bad about not doing anything
You're stuck and you realize
I can't get out
Life just keeps going
And time continues flowing
At some point you just stop keeping track
Of good days
And bad days
They all just blend into one
So just ignore all of them and relax
Granted it's not hard to do anymore
Who cares
Apathy is king, if that wasn't obvious
Just might as well give in
So what's the point of fighting it
When every day just is the same
Who knows?
Tomorrow might be a brand new day
Just gotta start the cycle once more



Credits
Writer(s): Nolan Jackson, Steven Burkum
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