Closure

Mmmm
Turn me up
I be praying to God

I be praying to God
But these are unanswered prayers
I'm starting to can't tell who fake who real
I must've died feel like I'm in hell
Thought that I beat the odds
So how'd I end up here
I want to cry but it ain't no tears
Inside
So I stay on my grind
Even if that means wasting the company time
Cause this can't be life
I love the night life we be outside past the street lights
Niggas ain't living no street life
Know he ain't bout it why he act like it?
He always get got but it ain't no get back
Mmm
Claiming they fam but niggas be foes
To lose my depression I keep doing shows
But once it's done it's like I get ran over
And this bih hit like a 18 wheeler
Tired of being the one looked over
Take these drugs I can't be sober
To much pain cup runneth over
When I die
Hope I find closure

I hope I find closure
I hope I find closure
Closure
Lord let me find closure
I pray that I find closure
Heyyy Heyyy

I'm looking for closure
Feeling like love far away but the devil getting closer
Look at my drip you prolly seen me on a poster
But I never been a poser
Always official, always free styling never use pencils
Only writing when I'm signing a check
I brainstorm n I make hurricanes
My brain spinning cause I'm thinking bout pain
I'm praying to God sending him messages
Starting to think that he left me on read
I'm taking these drugs my body feel numb
I rather be walking around feeling dead
Remember them days had nowhere to go
I couldn't even sleep inside nobody shed
These niggas be killing each other bout crumbs
I'm walking around with a whole loaf of bread
I'm still traumatized when they shot up my house
So I lay on the couch with a gun by my head
It ain't even winter it ain't even snowing
You know that I'm still finna slide like a sled
I'm praying to God, I'm praying to God
But he won't answer my prayers
I'm tryna keep climbing my way to the top but I can't find the stairs

I be praying to God
But these are unanswered prayers
I'm starting to can't tell who fake who real
I must've died feel like I'm in hell
Thought that I beat the odds
So how'd I end up here
I want to cry but it ain't no tears
Inside
So I stay on my grind
Even if that means wasting the company time
Cause this can't be life
I love the night life we be outside past the street lights
Niggas ain't living no street life
Know he ain't bout it why he act like it?
He always get got but it ain't no get back
Mmm
Claiming they fam but niggas be foes
To lose my depression I keep doing shows
But once it's done it's like I get ran over
And this bih hit like a 18 wheeler
Tired of being the one looked over
Take these drugs I can't be sober
To much pain cup runneth over
When I die
Hope I find closure

I hope I find closure
I hope I find closure
Closure
Lord let me find closure
I pray that I find closure
Heyyy Heyyy



Credits
Writer(s): Jahmari Joseph
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