Hold me Down

So much shìt be on my mind
Just Need a bitch to hold me down
Have my back just like my spine
And Be the reason why I smile
And if you asked me if I love you I make sure I say it loud
Don't care if no one around
Cause You the one to have my child
I miss your body you should tell by how I'm licking on it
Ashamed of your imperfections so I'm kissing on them
Couldn't wait to find my star swear I was wishing on it
Swear I'm going crazy anytime that you get distant from me

I was raised right just trying not to live wrong
Making sure I fight to make sure that I live long
I know some people wanna help but I still go through shìt alone
Some shìt be hard to change when you doing it for so long
I gotta love myself feel like nobody love me
I been all by myself feel like nobody for me
Touch green like a leprechaun but I ain't feeling lucky
A miracle that I'm alive I thank the lord above me
I be screaming fuck love really it's all I want
But hoes be telling me they love me when they really don't
My heart got ripped out of my chest wish I could be alone
I'm tired of being toxic wish I could leave it alone
I'm fucking hoes with no attachments
Life Been feeling backwards
My last relationship went tragic
That shìt left me damaged
My heart left in so many fragments
Don't know how I managed
Take loyalty over love that's why I got it tatted
Maybe I'm too far gone for a relationship
Self sabotage when I get close I swear I hate this shìt
All the problems I can't solve end up on waiting list
I let my pain out through a pen cause I can't face the shìt
These hoes just wish they was mines
That shìt just a waste of time
Love just something I can't supply
Look up to god and just wonder why
Some days had tears in my eyes but I can never cry
Can't put my pride to the side i rather just say goodbye

So much shìt be on my mind
Just Need a bitch to hold me down
Have my back just like my spine
And Be the reason why I smile
And when you asked me if I love you I make sure I say it loud
Don't care of no one around
Cause You the one to have my child
I miss yo body you should tell by how I'm licking on it
Ashamed of your imperfections so I'm kissing on them
Couldn't wait to find my star swear I was wishing on it
Swear Im going crazy anytime that you get distant from me

Just cause I didn't mention the truth don't mean I told a lie
Now when we text it both go green and we never reply
What's the equation for love lemme call Bill nye
Fucked her life up now her hair full of that red dye
Juice said these hoes the same that shìt so accurate
Cant find the one to love Can't believe this shìt happening
Tell my hoes to spin the block yea take the lap again
Cause the girl I thought was mine yea she was just a friend
Good girls be so hard to find I just keep looking for em
Wish God would show me a sign
Cause I been looking for it
Steal love right from a nigga like she a crook or something
But maybe Love been chasing me and I was running from it
Just living life on my own just need a shoulder to lean on
Funny how Marvin's room been my new theme song
I was dreaming about us girl getting my dream on
I'm waiting on my soulmate someone to put a ring on