Red Alert

Is there a place I could go to like before
Before everyone shut and locked all of the doors
A place that can hear my voice
I can be understood
I can have a choice
I can be free
A place like home

Every single day I hear this voice inside my head
I really do believe it is starting to get the best of me
All this anger and frustration resonates deep inside
Of this shitty beat up body that can't seem to find a way

How could I just sit and wait
For some source of clarity

And it's almost been two years
Of the constant struggle and the fear
Of never knowing what to expect
With a disease that has left us wrecked
And even though it's hard to stay
I don't want to be the guy that walks away
From a scene that was always there
Through all my boredom and despair
Should I have to suffer consequence
For shit that's not at my expense
And I am too damn young to have to seize the day

Every single day I hear this voice inside my head
Sooner than later it's going to be the death of me
If things never loosen up and if i continue to give a fuck
I really do believe it's gonna be the end of me

For now I'll ride the tide
Accept the state in which our world resides
In hope to find a better day
Left to wonder if we're too late