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(What, what)

Yeah, yeah

(I got so much in my head)
(I got so much in my head)
Okay

I got so much in my head
I got so much in my head
Just wanna cry, just wanna die
Just wanna roll over dead
Get this shit out of my head
Get this shit out of my head
I got so much in my head
I got so much in my head

I don't know who to tell
I've been through hell
She cast a spell
Thought I was standing I fell
Look what you did to me
Look what you did to my mind
I thought I found what I was trying to find
Thought I was dying when I was trying to die
Thought I was flying when I was trying to fly
You're in my head, you want me dead, but yes I'm gonna survive

This is your fault, this is your fault
You brought me down, this is your fault
Down to the ground, this is your fault
Look what I found, this is your fault
Look who I loved, this is your fault
Look what I did, this is your fault
Look where I missed, this is your fault
Look where I hit, uh

Get out of my way, get out of my way
I will not let you crush 2003 hearts for today
I am unfazed, staring my gaze, you look away

You look away, I am not swayed, I will not bow to your pretty ass face
I will not cower from a deeper disgrace, I am the OG of OGs they say

I can hear gossip they say
I can hear all the mistakes they gon play
You were the best thing that happened to me
You were the worst thing that happened to me

I know what happened, know what you did
Wanted a new me, so you went and you sinned
Why aren't you happy without me
This was your choice, a choice yourself did

So what I'm sad, you say yeah "talk to me"
Shut up girl, you're not my therapy
This shit right here, this is my therapy
There's where I was, here's where I wanna be
This is the truth, I spend every damn day thinking bout you
I cannot land, forget about you
Like who are you, to say who I am
Let go of my hand, this is my plan, touch the stars
Then to the sand, I am not ready, I am not steady
Aim down your sights, shoot and he deady
Straight through the heart, straight through my heart
Straight through like art, this is my part
I will not stop, spill out my heart
See me up top, this is my art

Racks in the wallet, gone through the cart
Stacks in my pockets, is this what I want?
Spent a whole rack on some EE's
Spent a whole rack on Supreme
Spent a whole rack on NE
Filling a void with these things
Is this what I want, is this what I need
Doesn't matter, she won't come to me

This is the last one
This is the last one
This is the last one
This is the last one, okay

(Yeah, yeah)
(Okay)
(Yeah, yeah, uh)

Worldly possessions and worldly desires
Got me turned 'round until I'm uninspired
That was not me, Ave Marie
I'm in love with a girl I always see
In my damn mind, constantly
Hair in the wind, and my heart bleeds
Help me God, and help me see
The one thing that this world needs

In my damn mind, give me some peace
In my damn mind, give me some, please
Yes I am begging you please come to me
Yes I am begging you please help me see
This is the last one, 19 years
And I'm all past 'em
They cannot catch up
This is the first and the last one
19 years and I'm still dancin'

Yeah, and I'm still dancin'
Okay
Yeah, I'm still dancin'
I was dancin' for 19 years
And I'm still dancin', yeah

I got so much in my head
I got so much in my head
Just wanna cry, just wanna die
Just wanna roll over dead
Get this shit out of my head
Been a while
Get this shit out of my head
Since I've smiled