Damaged

I know that things ain't the same
I know I'm the one that changed
Never meant to cause you no pain
Never wanted it to be this way
Cuz I love you and I need you
Never meant to mislead you
But I just can't stay
Gotta find my way
Gotta get this right so we can be okay
I know that things ain't the same
I know I'm the one that changed
Never meant to cause you no pain
Never wanted it to be this way

I got to admit that this time I'm in the wrong
And it hurts me to see that these days we can't get along
You love me I know and baby I still love you too
But I don't know I just can't seem to get through
Every time I try to say what's on my mind
I take one look at you and remember the times
Remember the days I stood by yo side
And you did the same gave no fucks bout no pride
But we was young and our feelings were too
And we got shit that I don't wanna lose
But I'm in a place where I'm stuck and confused
And I just don't wanna bring you in it too
And I don't want you to feel you not enough
Or feel emptiness from me whenever we touch
I just want you to be happy forever
Even if it mean we don't end up together
I just keep thinkin' how you deserve better
Than someone that don't even know where her head is
And I must confess that I don't wanna lose you
But I'm such a mess that I'd be no good to you

I know that things ain't the same
I know I'm the one that changed
Never meant to cause you no pain
Never wanted it to be this way
Cuz I love you and I need you
Never meant to mislead you
But I just can't stay, gotta find my way
Gotta get this right so we can be okay

I know it seems a lotta girls wanna be chose
They want the last name they want they guy to propose
I know I told you that I wanted it to
But the closer we get the more I don't know if it's true
Maybe I'm scared it may be cold feet
I just don't understand why you love me
Cuz I do not know what love is without hurt
So when you show it to me I just think the worse
That you runnin' game and you'll do like they did
When I opened up and exposed all my fears
They said they'd be there I thought they would stay
When I needed em most they up and walked away
And I know you wouldn't make me a fool
But you shouldn't have to deal with my issues
Grew up with no man that mama could trust
So I knew no good dudes it was only us
All I felt from my father was not good enough
So my mental complex about men is fucked up
This shit that I'm sharin' don't usually say
But I owe it to you to try to explain cuz I know

I know that things ain't the same
I know I'm the one that changed
Never meant to cause you no pain
Never wanted it to be this way
Cuz I love you and I need you
Never meant to mislead you
But I just can't stay
Gotta find my way
Gotta get this right so we can be okay



Credits
Writer(s): Gerve' Tillman
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