Shiloh's Prayer (02262021)

I been scared to lose my mind more than I'm scared to die
They ain't hear me
Scared to lose my mind more than I'm scared to die
Get one of my niggas I can't let it slide
Diggin' my two graves you gon be next to mine

I been scared to lose my mind more than I'm scared to die
They ain't hear me
Scared to lose my mind more than I'm scared to die
Get one of my niggas I can't let it slide
Diggin' my two graves you gon be next to mine

Please Father forgive me nah I been sinnin' heavy for real
Everything I try I see myself goin' back to the field
I got demons zipped up yeah I keep em tight and concealed
While niggas think I'm chillin' my trigger finger dyin' to drill

Never test me, you could lose it all
'Specially for my niggas
I ain't know em long for real but shit, it feel like we been through it all
Pray to God I make it 'fore I lose myself to the city
Cuz over here you don't get love less you dead or uppin' that blicky

Had to change the way I move can't let another nigga take my life
Blade up on my right, bitch you hungry, you can't get a slice
My heart made of ice, Johnny Deng I'm frozen every night
On the gang, if you cross me once you'll never cross me twice

Been ridin' one deep since a kid still tryna get breesh
Had to get wet feet never slip if they try to get me

Huh

And I don't fuck with all the tension
And I don't like to mention it shit be drawin' bad attention

But if it's bad attention gotta deal with it no question
Lost the light in my life now I'm wandering blind and helpless
Lost alotta friends cuz I kept my distance, they musta forgot about me
But that's ok, wait til I'm stackin, they gon be mad for doubtin'

Imma see 'em again 'fore they see me freakin' the Benz
Askin' for a ride but you was gone when I needed a friend
Where was you when me n Whale was in the crib, figurin' life out
Where was you when niggas pulled up on Austin I had the knife out

For everyday I ride the 66 I'm coppin' me a 66
Fuck takin' the 25 put 25 on both my wrist
94 down to Morrison 59 to East Kinney
Crackheads from out the crack pit askin' niggas for pennies

Still adjustin' where I'm at but I'm tryin not to complain
Cuz I knew niggas here who was products of 19 years of pain
I can't lettem down now keep goin' do it for gang
Fuck the world my nigga they don't want shiloh goin' insane

That's real

I been scared to lose my mind more than I'm scared to die
They ain't hear me
Scared to lose my mind more than I'm scared to die
Get one of my niggas I can't let it slide
Diggin' my two graves you gon be next to mine

I been scared to lose my mind more than I'm scared to die
They ain't hear me
Scared to lose my mind more than I'm scared to die
Get one of my niggas I can't let it slide
Diggin' my two graves you gon be next to mine



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Writer(s): Justin-roosevelt Opont
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