indecisive
First started as a rapper
But now I'm really tryna blend it (yeah)
Have to watch what I say
Cuz I don't want those to get offended (nah)
Had so many people look at me funny
I'm tryna show them that I meant it (yeah)
It's a long way to go
But I know I won't see where the end is
And for the intro, I gotta look into my deep soul
My head moving all over the place
Going different directions
I don't know where my head is
Falling into the madness
That's a place I don't want to descend in
But maybe I have to just to learn my lesson
Myself is someone I'm forgetting
I don't know where my legacy's heading
I don't know if I can spread my emotional message, yeah
I look back when everything was stripped from me
Shouldn't dwell on the past cuz that's history
I rewind all the times where you looked me in the eyes
And you told me don't let things get to me
But it's hard when I Hated myself
Resorted to drugs, the gas, elevated myself
I was breaking myself
Piece by piece, I tried to fix it all
But it only complicated myself
Like why couldn't I be the man that you wished for
I tell myself everyday you should of did more
I tell myself everyday just to let it be
Don't dwell on the past with the memories
But how are you telling me after literally everything
That something that I caused was apart of the plan
Like it's something I planned
Like you gotta trust the process
I don't think i can trust ever again, nah
No never again
I got scars that only show in the light
With the look on my face I don't gotta say a single word
To let you know That I was never alright, nah
I was never alright
It's okay cuz I'm hanging on for dear life
Yeah, for dear life...
It's okay cuz I'm hanging on for dear life
First started as a rapper
But now I'm really tryna blend in (yeah)
I pour my heart out for you
I don't want to sound desperate (nah)
I live a dangerous life
It takes a lot of deciding
Actions speak louder than words
My thunder is in no comparison to my lightning (nah)
I'm tired of fighting
I'm indecisive, yeah
I'm still tryna find it
But now I'm really tryna blend it (yeah)
Have to watch what I say
Cuz I don't want those to get offended (nah)
Had so many people look at me funny
I'm tryna show them that I meant it (yeah)
It's a long way to go
But I know I won't see where the end is
And for the intro, I gotta look into my deep soul
My head moving all over the place
Going different directions
I don't know where my head is
Falling into the madness
That's a place I don't want to descend in
But maybe I have to just to learn my lesson
Myself is someone I'm forgetting
I don't know where my legacy's heading
I don't know if I can spread my emotional message, yeah
I look back when everything was stripped from me
Shouldn't dwell on the past cuz that's history
I rewind all the times where you looked me in the eyes
And you told me don't let things get to me
But it's hard when I Hated myself
Resorted to drugs, the gas, elevated myself
I was breaking myself
Piece by piece, I tried to fix it all
But it only complicated myself
Like why couldn't I be the man that you wished for
I tell myself everyday you should of did more
I tell myself everyday just to let it be
Don't dwell on the past with the memories
But how are you telling me after literally everything
That something that I caused was apart of the plan
Like it's something I planned
Like you gotta trust the process
I don't think i can trust ever again, nah
No never again
I got scars that only show in the light
With the look on my face I don't gotta say a single word
To let you know That I was never alright, nah
I was never alright
It's okay cuz I'm hanging on for dear life
Yeah, for dear life...
It's okay cuz I'm hanging on for dear life
First started as a rapper
But now I'm really tryna blend in (yeah)
I pour my heart out for you
I don't want to sound desperate (nah)
I live a dangerous life
It takes a lot of deciding
Actions speak louder than words
My thunder is in no comparison to my lightning (nah)
I'm tired of fighting
I'm indecisive, yeah
I'm still tryna find it
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