neon sky

I know myself
I know my limitations
I know exactly who I'm trying to be and how I'm trying to do it
I have goals, dreams, aspirations
And the tools set aside for me to complete these
I am in control of me, my future, and my situation
I have everything I could ever want, need, or desire
Every time I look into this great city's skyline
I'm reminded of how little time I have left
So that's like
3 months, minus- minus tour, that's uh, so only about two months
I wonder if we'll uh ever gaze into each other's eyes again
You and I
Hеre
Oh neon signs
You rip my soul into a million shining stars

Your parasocial relationship with feeling likе shit has drowned me
And all of your friends
Sometimes I silence my phone and lay on my bed
Suffocating in your sin
Half of the time I think you're real
But I just know you're a manifestation
Of everything I loved as a tween
But from experience I've held you in my arms
Falling, and falling, again

Oh, running once again
To, a place I've never been
Will this really be my home
Well, without you I don't think so

An unhealthy attachment to couches
Slept in for a week at a time
Driving through the city
No moon to see
But every time I look into the Vegas skyline
There's not a single star in sight
Except for you of course
But I can only reach you from Nose Hill, Calgary

Who are you now
I can feel us slipping again
Who are you now
Are we really even friends
Who are you now
I can feel us sinking again
Who are you now
Am I even really your friend
Who are you now
I can feel us slipping again
Who are you now
Am I even really your friend
Who are you now
I can feel us dripping again
Who are you now
Are we really even friends

Oh, running once again
To, a place I've never been
Will this really be my home
Well, without you I don't think so

And when I feel like shit
You always come with me
I'd love to hear your voice
It makes me feel like I'm home
Lovers
There still connected at the back of our skulls
So when I look into the Vegas sky
Always remember me

I was watching a friend talk about their own future demise
While the lover of their dreams
Danced with their soon-to-be partner behind their back
When gaining insight into your own mind costs you your own wellbeing
Is it truly worth it?
When I was a kid I wondered where I would go
I mean, I always kind of knew I would be doing what I do now
But I could only really imagine my "home" as my house
And by bed and stuff
I wonder if I'll meet anyone so divinely comforting
That I'll question my future demise for them
Will I be a martyr for the heart?
I thought you'd say that
I am a little compulsive
Anyways they'll see you soon
Bye



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