Number 1

Im the best
Best to ever do it
How i do it
Keep going cause there aint no looking back
Im the best
Best at running from my problems
Till i solve um cause they went up to my neck
Im the best
Best at masking my emotions
Till im hopless and i say i need a friend
Im the best yea baby im the best

Im the best at doing the worst
I did it to my self self influcting a curse
Beta watch what you talk cuz you
Manifesten your words
Now im creating life
The one i know i deserve
Yea bitch i conquer
That my actions where
Completely obsurd
Drug addiction left
Me out on the curb
Just needed some help
But your actions wernt
Matching your words
You let me fall
I got my face full of dirt
But its exactly what i needed
Face to face with all my demons
Endless nights i wasnt sleepin
7 days with out peep
Not a lick of sleep
Way past the point
Of counting sheep
Just a feast of all my demons
Tryna put my soul to sleep
Prayd to god to help me win the fight
Or to let me rest in peace
How am i praying for my fucking death
It aint all what it seems
Please awake me from this nightMare
I just want to live my dreams
Be at peace and raise my seed
Is that so hard to believe

Im the best
Best to ever do it
How i do it
Keep going cause there aint no looking back
Im the best
Best at running from my problems
Till i solve um cause they went up to my neck
Im the best
Best at masking my emotions
Till im hopless and i say i need a friend
Im the best yea baby im the best

Some of the best things happen in the worst way
Pray that god give me the strength On my birth day
Blow the candles Make a wish and then resume play
Flirtatious with the syllables and word play
Drug addiction couldnt get me what makes you think that you will
Brain pressure weighing heavy sometimes i feel that i tilt
Blurry vission no prescription can fix
Thats how it feel
Cloudy thoughts up in my mind all time
The shit real
Please save me what i say to the lord
Every night
its up to him weather i live or i die
Show me the light
Vivid nightmares of my demons
Taunting me this shit aint right
Aint a killer but dont push me
On thin ice
I skate or die
Till the wheels fall off
And my road come to an end
Ima lover not a fighter
Just finding whats deep within
Thoughts consume me like drug
To life am i just a fix
Everyday closer to death
I just wana b with my kid

Im the best
Best to ever do it
How i do it
Keep going cause there aint no looking back
Im the best
Best at running from my problems
Till i solve um cause they went up to my neck
Im the best
Best at masking my emotions
Till im hopless and i say i need a friend
Im the best yea baby im the best



Credits
Writer(s): Jesus Carruyo
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