My Fears

Been holding in so much
I'm feeling like I'm finally ready
To face all my fears
Lately the roads been rough
I think it's time I'm finally ready
I'm facing all my fears

I'm not tryna lose this fight living with depression
Been always hard on myself as a adolescent
Use the music as my therapy and lethal weapon
Took the beatings all my life and still kept it stepping
Turned my back against the world when it turned on me
Living in a mental prison tryna find me peace
Steady walking through this life tryna find the keys
But im the judge, jury, and the executionist
Cannot afford defense but I'm the prosecutionist
And all these voices in my head holding me contempt
While I'm staring at myself saying plead the fifth
I plead the fifth

Been holding in so much
I'm feeling like I'm finally ready
To face all my fears
Lately the roads been rough
I think it's time I'm finally ready
I'm facing all my fears

Sitting at the round table look at my demons
Past, present, future
The world's greatest tutors
Tryna find some humor while I'm glued to computers
If I had a fear it's no longer being here
Nate got the estate if my depression ever break
I call it fail safe and I know my family straight
He always got my back and I could never call him fake
He'll carry on my legacy until til there's nothing left of me
And if you feeling lost stew just look in to the music
You'll always be my brother, you ain't ever gotta prove it
We all made a movement, tryna find self improvement
But sometimes we lose it in a world of confusion

Been holding in so much
I'm feeling like I'm finally ready
To face all my fears
Lately the roads been rough
I think it's time I'm finally ready
I'm facing all my fears



Credits
Writer(s): Joshua Gray
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