Thxughts xf Undying

Lately I been in my thoughts
I Been thinking a lot
Bout all my brothas I lost
Some of em locked for the law
Or under the cross
Slowly we loosing the squad
Imma jus kill for the cause
Rest of my life is on pause
Till he loosin his jaw
I'm mad and I'm sad but I'm calm
I do not know what I feel
Or even feel nothing at all
Emotions is odd
Brains is abroad
So all this designer I bought
I walked in the spot
Buck shot wit a red dot
Came too kill what did you thought?
You thought I was gone?
I was just scheming the plot
I'm steady loadin the drum
Cuz allah my day ones is gone
I popped a perc on the run
Emotions is gone

My homie died lil nigga I seen it
I was so young wasn't even a teen
He pulled out a knife on my boy hit his spleen
Lost too much blood couldn't walk of the scene
Heart hit the the dirt when I heard him scream
He dropped to the ground at the age of 14
Blood stained shirt turned me to a demon
Still don't know who did it cuz nobody seen him
Is 2022 I swear I can still see him
Missin you Trey you still in my dreams
Actin alright but that's just what it seems
I'll tell you I'm fine but I don't really mean it
Miss life before then when my mind was clean
Miss life before then when my mind was clean

Don't have religion but for god got a question
I bought a gun not too flex it's protection
But if I'm caught wit it I'm getting arrested
If I'm witout it I'm getting suspended
I'm asking why, is this what you intended
The drugs heal my pain from the smoke to injections
Going too you like a phone no reception
Instead I get high in another dimension
When I speak my mind it be viewer discretion
If you seen what I seen you be left with depression
Bitch I'm not normal don't get that impression
My life so dirty so my feels got suppression
But sometimes come up in the form of aggression
This is my thoughts nigga this a collection
This is my thoughts yeah this a collection
Collection

Lately I been in my thoughts
I Been thinking a lot
Bout all my brothas I lost
Some of em locked for the law
Or under the cross
Slowly we loosing the squad
Imma jus kill for the cause
Rest of my life is on pause
Till he loosin his jaw
I'm mad and I'm sad but I'm calm
I do not know what I feel
Or even feel nothing at all
Emotions is odd
Brains is abroad
So all this designer I bought
I walked in the spot
Buck shot wit a red dot
Came too kill what did you thought?
You thought I was gone?
I was just scheming the plot
I'm steady loadin the drum
Cuz allah my day ones is gone
I popped a perc on the run
Emotions is gone



Credits
Writer(s): Isaiah Resendes
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